Walking to Calvary: A Prescription for the Eyes of the Soul (A Lenten Devotional)

Devotional for 3/31/2012:   Mark 10:32-34, 46-52
The lesson here for me is faith….expressed in this reading at two important levels:

The Apostles— They “were afraid” as they followed Jesus, who boldly strode in front of them. He took ‘the twelve’ aside and related to them, in a matter-of-fact way, what indeed was in store for him as they continued “up” to Jerusalem. They had been following him with the understandable, but erroneous, expectation that in Jesus, their Messiah had come……however, he actually was going. He would not conquer the Romans in his mortal life span, and they, as his lieutenants, would not be subordinate governors in any lands to be conquered by Him. They were aware of the enmity of the Jewish hierarchy for Him and of the probable treachery which awaited Him.

(His relation to them of what awaited was “matter-of-fact” in nature for good reason……It constituted the third reference to his crucifixion in Scripture. Thus, as observant Jews, they should not have been surprised.)

And yet……they still followed. They followed on through Jericho, on the way to Jerusalem.

The Blind Beggar— i.e., Bartimaeus, whose lot in life was one of long misery, subject to the caprice of passing strangers for his sustenance as a blind beggar, confined to the side of the dusty road….a man whose value to the world could be described as less than that of a mile-marker, (as mile-markers do not beg for change).

But he could ‘see’ what many around him could not. Hearing that Jesus was among the throng he could sense filing slowly past him, he “saw” several things:

He saw… that, this Jesus, of whose feats of healing he had heard from his station along the road, was not a frequent traveler along this road, and that, if he wanted to avail himself of any chance at healing, he had to act.

He saw… that, due to his position, he would have to call out to be heard…indeed to “shout” in his plea for “Jesus” to “have mercy on me!”.

He saw… that, when chastised by “many” who “sternly ordered him to be quiet”, that he would have to yell “even more loudly” if he was to have any hope at all of being healed. He saw who was important and did not heed those who scorned him.

And when at last heard and called to by Jesus, he threw off his cloak, baring the entirety of his misery for all to see. Jesus asked him : “What do you want me to do for you?”, and he responded ‘matter-of-factly’: “My teacher, let me see again” Jesus responded: “Go, your faith has made you well”

Note that Jesus did not say : “Follow me”. Bartimaeus regained his sight immediately, and though he was under no constraint to do anything, he “followed” Jesus “on the way”

There are none so blind as those who will not see. We do not need eyes to recognize the power of prayer in speaking to God and expressing our recognition of his Grace.